/. Taiyo wo Hohuru Hi


"As I am alive,...I take delight, not in the death of the wicked one, but in that someone wicked turns back from his way and actually keeps living.

Gotta love em smexay Engrrrish. Yea.

Hell. I loved the PV. like WOAAAAAAAA.
Tsune chan ish sho preettie. RUI IS PRETTY. Hide zou is smexay. <33 Hiroki is unusually sober. O_O Tsune chan's thighs are LOVE. Asagi kun was great as usual ^_______^ the only problem was that he had a weird white coat thingy on. So weird looking. But his HAIR. teh Love. His vocals still don't fail to impress me. AHAHAHA. Another thing I founf bothersome was that his face was very stiff. not expressive enough. He's trying though. in the end bits. aaha you can see his eyebagges. I find that so human. yay =)) He has the cutest smile.
I feel like cosplaying Tsune chan's outfit. So prerrrtie.
-melts-
-fangirl mode- aahahaha.
-feels sleepy-
mehmehmehmeh.
Today was the performance yea. Bout 140 am now. Dunnoe If I'll wake up to go to school tomorow. pleah.

/. LIKE, OMFG, CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE~

OMFGOMFGOMFG
I NEARLY FOOOOOOOORGOT~!!!

TODAY IS ASAGI KUN'S BIRTHDAY.

NEARLY FORGOT.
OMFG.

a giganto piccu is in order.



like damn, the piccu is tiny. ><

I will find a better way to get it bigger.
Just did. But it looks distorted. >_<

anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASAGI KUN


{am hoping I didn't get his birthday wrong...}

/. Dangan



YESTERDAY WAS FUCKKING AWESOME.


yea baby.







{ hara, kat , kero, hitomi }

/. yeah wadever. eww.

Oh yay, new habit. Putting pictures of my favourite people. WOO.

FUCKING ELDDS. larrrr. ahah.

PISSED ME OFF. but I must remain calm. I did. like woo.

I really want to kill something,but something's wrong with my hand. >_<





(piccu: Nao,A9, Drummer)

/. like mmkay.



LIKE YEAH BABY. It's the pink haired fetish. YEAH.





ahaha.
Presenting WAKA from Danger*Gang, the only other female ( yes, this one is ACTUALLY A GIRL) that actually rocks.. Unlike Kana. ecke. aha.
and Inugami Circus Dan's vocalist. I don't know her name though..but they are the only two at the moment who totally rock. YEAAAAAAH. I need more pink-hairness. -goes off to watch The Final-

/. EDEN


yes, it's D. Now stop asking. :P

I'VE DECIDED WHAT SONG I'M GONNA DO~
EDEN.

ahah you surprised...? Don't be. I'm just that obsessed with D. Now all I need are the guitar tabs, drum tabs, bass tabs, and the lyrics. As well as the song itself. I think I'll have to get the song burnt into a CD then.

EDEN REVIEW
duration: 4:27
comments: Let's start out with Asagi's vocals. THEY WERE AMAZING as usual. They're not as strong as they were on God's Child, but not that soft either. I still love the deep vibrato that he posses. It's just so lovable. This song is rather "old", but I really like it. It uses minimal layering for the vocals. Then again, D doesn't do that much vocal layering. Great harmonizing on the last bit. He doesn't utilize his falsetto like the one in Yami Yori Kurai Doukoku no a Capella to Bara Yori akai Jonetsu no aria. Everyone knows Asagi's voice makes me melt. IT SERIOUS DOES. aha. This song is fairly upbeat, but posses an element of....mystery to it I guess, because I can't seem to describe that certain feeling. A small feeling of somberness I guess. D seems pretty androgenous with some of their songs.Some parts of the song may seem like it'll be slowing down, but it really doesn't.
Now, the instrumental play. I could just imagine Hiroki's face while playing the intro. Making those cute faces that he does...makes me laugh. Hide-zou and Ruiza have done a sweet job on the guitar play. The bass line in this song is incredibly sexy, but I'm still in the dark as to who played. Rena I think. hm yeah. The intro's pretty headbangable. The music in this song isn't too strong, but it ain't soft. Makes me wanna get up and dance. As I haven't found a translation for this song as of yet, I can't judge much on that. But with what I've seen so far, Asagi really measures up to standard with his lyrics.
Overall,this song's really good.
9/10
Could've been stronger though. But then again, it might affect the effect the song has on its listener. This song's pretty sing-a-long-ish because Asagi doesn't go too high, and it can still be sung by people like myself who are absolutely tone-deaf. Still singable IMO. That's why I picked it. hooray.


SHIROI YURI REVIEW
duration: 5:29
comments: This song starts out soft. I think D is using the twin guitar effect here. A bit of strumming done by either Ruiza or Hide-zou, and then Hiroki comes in with the drums. Asagi's voice makes it's presence known by its eerie and distinct sound. I felt shivers run up and down my spine. Very melodic intro, accompanied by Asagi's operatic vocals. A very simple drum line and uber sexy bass line..and Asagi's vocals. aha, okay, no more being biased. The instrumental play is soft, not interferring or overwriting Asagi's vocals. The drums line is toe-tappable. This song makes me sway...literally. Like from side to side. The guitars in this song remind me of the old glamerous days of well, glam rock. Like, uber emo Guns and Roses. ahaha.There's a really sweet guitar solo in here, but I'm not sue who does it. Asagi goes up and down in this one, not too high either. Still pretty singable, if you're brave enough to take it on.
Toward the end Asagi utilizes his falsetto though. This part is my favourite bit. It simply just gives me the chills. oooOo
Overall, this song's pretty okay.
7/10
Not my favourite. But it's ending gets me all the time. And it's very melodic, so it's recommeded for easy listening. The ending somehow makes me wanna cry sometimes. So much emotion..on Ruiza's and Hide-zou's part too. Hiroki and Rena (? I'm pretty sure Rena was still with the band)



ahaahha too tired to write anymore. eh..type. I'm updating my LJ at the same time. my. fingers. are. soooooooooore.








pfft.

/. Gate to the Sky.


yesh it's D again.

This time I'm in a better mood. So no need to worry. ^_^
Well, I GOT THAT GAB MAG WITH D ON ITS COVER. yeah baby.
annnnnnnnnnd 3 flyers.


So pweetie...:3333
-is still fangirling-

Haaaa guys..I decided to try for a vocalist role in a band auditioning for band members. WAAAAA~

I can't sing to save shit. HAHAHA SO EXTRA SIA~
-pardon the singlish that will might continue to appear at random times in this post..I am still fangirling.-

But yeah, I still trying out. For fun~

It's been a long time since I actually sang for real. Cool ; )
but the jamming session's in September..see if I can wait that long.


ooo kay, I can go for the Iron Sakura Rock Bash~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha now gotta study for real. pfft.

suuuuuuuuuuuure. that'll happen.



suuuuuuuuuuure.
But must still try ne..?



Yay...throughtout my entire day I replayed EDEN in my head over and over again...I realized that D's got a lot of good songs to emo to.
XDDDD
So dream-like. I hail Asagi. I friggin love the man. ^_______________^

I'll write a review for a couple of their songs once I'm in the mood. ^_^






ONTO A RANDOM TAG-THINGY FOUND ON THE INTERRRRRRRNET~!!!!

You wake up in the morning and find Asagi sleeping next to you. So, what do you do?
....you will never hear of the amazing things in heaven.

While you are doing that, Asagi wakes up! What do you do?
FREAK. and then ask for his permission to continue ^_^

What specialty of yours would you want to cook for Asagi ?
can't cook. this maybe -- wooo chocolate covered roses. Yeah. umm.

You get to go on a drive with Asagi ~ where to?
Anywhere. As long as I'm with him <333>Asagi to say to you?
"I love you. Don't leave me. ever." -haha I am not a hopeless romantic...-

Asagi says he will sing one song for you! What song?
EH~So many good songs..EDEN maybe..? Taiyo wo houhuru hi..?? Yami yori kurai dokoku no a capella to bara yori akai jonetsu no aria..?? Sleeper...?? Shiroi Yoru...??Kanan~ yakusoku no chi...?? too many good ones...ya know what, as long as it's about his love for me it should be okay XDDDDDDDDDDD

Asagi says he will do one thing for you! Time limit of five minutes!
-raises eyebrow- love me. like, reeeeeeeeeeally love me. Oo yeah.

You can do one thing for Asagi. Time limit of five minutes~
I will do whatever my kami sama asks of me.

What is the one thing you want to say to Asagi?
too many things actually. I wish for the best in his future, and hope that D will continue to be the great band as they are now, and continue to make good records. yeah. and~ I LOVE YOU. MARRY ME. XDDD lol kidding.


















watashiwa...aishiteru...

/. SAKU


Now I feel fucking pissed. And sad. Just a whole flurry of emotions.

i hate emotions.

why feel sad?
Because I now posses the fear of Dir en Grey disbanding. After getting so much information about how drastic their fanbase has declined, it really makes you think.
why feel angry?
Because the people who call themselves fans have left them just because DEG changed. ok fine. Alot more reasons. I'm just pissed...I can't discribe anything.
Why feel happy?
I'm not feeling happy at the moment. Okay, maybe it's just a mixture of being angry and sad.


I wish I could scream like kyo.


I'm also feeling sad for some other reason. I haven't seen him around lately..much less talk to him. I don't know what I am to him, or what he is to me. He used to be someone I trusted my life with, someone who'd always be there for me. But I don't know what happened.

I wish I knew.

I get the feeling that he doesn't want to be around me, or doesn't want me being around him. It's makes me feel so utterly alone not having him to talk to now. I wonder sometimes whether he ever thought of me, like he used. He used to always be the one to comfort me the best way he could.

But I don't know what happened. Did I push him away..? Or did he push me away..? Have I changed so much that he couldn't possibly handle me anymore..?

It makes my heart break to think so badly of him. Why did I lose him?

But did I?

Because, heck, it sure felt like it did.

If he's reading this, he'll never know. Because we've lost connection too.

I'm sorry Oni.
But you really meant that much to me.
I feel sad that you will never know.
I can still cry alone, wondering about the grievances of my life, and not have you there to tell me that it's going to be okay.


Why?


Because I don't really have anyone else that does that anymore.

Why?


Because I've lost her too.


I've lost them.
I'm just that pathetic to have loved two people so much, that, when they start to disappear, it hurts me more than it should.


I'm a fucktard for believing.


Yeah, I am.


I don't really know what to do anymore. I could say sorry to her now, but blow up at her the next day and never want to talk to her again.
4 years down the drain.

Because at the moment, I don't think we have a sustanable friendship at all. Much less being best friends forever.

She'd know if she read this.

I don't think I can stand the thought of making her feel hurt again, help her heal her wounds just so I could open them again.
Now I know how truly weak I really am. I cripple just because two more people have just faded away, leaving too many memories for me to really absorb. So much so that tears aren't really enough. It was never enough.







no.





maybe I'm just better off without friends.


Better off without brothers.


Better off without sisters.










































better off alone.

/. Vampire Missa.


WOO MORE D. YEAH BABY.

-folder is bombarded with pictures-

like, YAY. {like..???O_O}
riiiiight. ahem. More RPG-ing. yay.
I LOVE them more now. and yay, kel sent me Yami yori kurai dokoku no a capella to bara yori akai jonetsu no aria. shankyuu~

I sing for you.

/. Sleeper.


{JOO HAF BEEN FORWARMED. hah fore warned larrrrrr. THIS ENTRY IS PURE BULL AND SHOULD NOT BE READ BY PEOPLE WHO HATE D/OR ANY OF ITS MEMBERS. OR RABID FANGIRLS. shankyuu~}

I've just realized my love for Asagi/D had just gotten stronger.

OMFG I'M NOW A FRIGGING. STALKER.

ooooo yeah. XD


HAHA lol no. I'm still new to D anyways, and I still don't know much about them. Stuff like their previous line-ups and stuff, I can't name on command. I can only do with the current one (Which is vo:ASAGI gui:RUIZA gui: HIDEZOU ba: TSUNEHITO and drums: HIROKI)

yeah I really want more D.
NOW.
-goes on a D spree-



haha this means I won't make time for any other band.
{ GOMEN NE ANTIKKU~!!!! RENTRER!! VIDORUU~!! AND-AND!!! T__________T
I STILL REMEMBER YOU!!}
haha. Song on current repeat: LOVE IS SACRIFICE. wooo.
Asagi's vocals are sexy as hell. MHmmmmHm.


Hehe I just cleared away like ALOT of my old pictures just to make way for the tidal wave of D pictures I'm gonna save. I feel sad for them. -_- LIKE OMFG -dies- THERE. ARE. FOUR. PAGES. WORTH. OF. D. PICTURES. -screams until she's hoarse-
{pardon the fangirl mood}
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!
-is dead-

-TIDAL WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE~!!-

-revived-
I swear, if Asagi EVER chops off allllllllllllll his hair and NEVER wears red contacts again, I'm gonna fukkin kill myself.
-wooo D is the light in my darkness. LMAO~
- 15 minutes later-
I've come to a conclusion!!

All the D members are cute. They're a rather genki bunch judging by the Making of Sleep vid. LMAO.

haha -remembers bad fanservice-
Ok, they've gotta work on that.

-bounces off the walls-
D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!D!~
Yay. More D love. XDDD
ooo sudden influx of D pics. O.o Ah well. I love them more.^__________________^












haha I am one happy fan.



















<333333

/. DAYS~


bis.

haha more Oshare for me. Tsukasa is yummy too...I'm begining to have a pink-haired fetish. XD
And yeah, had a good day. Terrible ELDDS practice though. Not in the mood to perform anymore.
-_-
and yay I am loved.
Shankyuu everyone. <333333
Appreciate it.

/.


yay .
I got to talk to debbie. ^_^

and yay____________.
Kero sempai cheered me up. ^_^

oh! I also joined the D rating community but I haven't posted anything yet. -crosses fingers- hopefullyI'll get my Asagikun..<3333333333



yay I end today in a slightly happier mood.






woo hoo.

/.

haha finally post.

Been in a bad mood since forever last week.
But my hermit days have been slighter better.(ie..online) Been talking to Kero, Hara, Miaka and Kai alot. RPG-ing. yay.
Kinda miss them. T______________T
Wish I could go meet em..Hahah maybe during the Sakura Iron Rock Bash. If I can even go. -_- ||
My hotmail's flooded with maessages.Couldn't be bothered to clear it. hmph.
finally done that shit.

I've only found two THREE ways of cheering myself up, besides listening to D/Vidoll/An Cafe/any other vkei band i can't think of at the moment, which are

+ talking to my sempais
+ emoing (kyaa it's not happy but I'm content)
+ and bitching.

kay. Yeah.





BUT today FIZAH and SOFEEYAH gave me a pair of PINK EARRINGS! <3333>_< style="font-weight: bold;">NOT HER FAULT. I pushed her away. Still am sometimes. She's been nothing but a good friend to me. She bought me those earring because I'd once said that I'd wanted pink earrings. (hm..Oshare-er image des...)
Sofeeyah too. I'm pushing her away. not becuase I hate her, but because I don't feel like I'm connected to her anymore.





it's the same with everyone else.



I haven't spoken to Azri in like FOREVER. -sighs-
And the worst part is, I don't even feel like calling her.
I'm a bad person. I know that though.

I don't even talk to Debbie anymore. Or rather, hardly. For one thing, all we can talk about now is BOYS. I get sick of it sometimes. I know she's got guys lusting after her, but I really don't wanna hear it sometimes. And Sara, Debbie's best friend is not allowing any time for me with Debbie. (SARA, IF YOU ARE READING THIS I AM JUST ASSUMING.)
yeah I hate it when people assume things about me, but heh. I'M A HYPOCRITE. whacha gonna do..?

I don't even talk alot to Hanu now. He's with Joan now..so I'm left alone again.


Why should that be a problem? I spent the a few months by myself before, and I made it. heck, it was the turning point for me.SO WHY THE HELL IS IT AFFECTING ME???






oh yeah, the fucking divorce.















Oh fuck yeah.

/.

I really want rant. But I'm not in the mood. -sigh-

there's school tomorow. -_-

I wanna go meet Kero sempai and Hara sempai~ we'll go shopping!
hiaz. Nice things to look forward to.

Dad's going to work to morow, long flight. That means gramma's gonna be here like ALL THE TIME. >_<


Hm, I'm gonna go draw now. Hopefully I'll post the pics up somewhere. If I ever finish em.

-_-




I'm too tired to hate.

/.

waaaaaaaaaaaa. ~

I miss Kero sempai.


TT______________________TT

/. Updates

waa..never blogged. Meh.


9 AUGUST

/. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY~

Went to see my uncle. He'd just came back from surgery. This was what I wore



BUT gramma and dad din't like it so I had to change. GAH. Oh, my uncle's fine ^^ yay
I liked this outfit . -sighs-
Went to go out at McDonald's with my brother.

I find him incredibly bishie in this one.

I want apple pie..

AND TODAY~!!

I went out with my mum. I scared her. ^^



Waaaaa I make a lousy ganguro . T_________T
full outfit:



I didn like it much...cos it made my waist look H U G E. pah, plus, I had a pink poncho on.

I didn get to meet Miaka sempai or Hara sempai T_T or my LING~ >< kahaaaaaa...I emo-ed all the way home. I miss Asagi T_____________T



Haha Miaka sempai is made with Gakku.





oh, I LOVE TEAPARTIES~!!!!!!!!

/. rainbow.



bleh today is "that time".

prepare for the mood swings.

BUCK BUCK BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~!

/. rawr.


I'm pissed.

And nobody likes a pissed hitomi-chan.

/. GAZE.

I wanna cosplay. NOW.

-_-

YAY i finally have batteries. Now I can camwhore ^^ *ish happie*
now for make up tests! Bleh me go shower first ne...???




h i t o mii-chan wants to go out and meet Hara sempai and Kero sempai. But they ish buseh. Oso tomolo got school Mehmehmeh damned Engrish.

/. meh


PROTOPLASM. I was listening to it all the way home. Reminded me that I couldn't give a shit about things. hm. But no one's really complaining ne..?


Went out. Didn get my gloves. Or boots. Fuck.


Didn meet Kero sempai or Hara sempai. Went with Kai and Miaka instead. Had fun. Whee..we slacked and shit. I sound like Klaha XDDDD SHIROIIII HADA NI KURUUUUUUUUUUUU~


Miaka is one sexy biatch. XDDDD
lol
MIAKA I HAF LINKETH JOO =D





bleh I'm sleepy. Watching Ouran.
Feel like chaning the layout again. haha..so fickled.

mou...shankyuu Hara sempai for teh AYAbie and Arisou ^^













return to one's self.
rentrer en soi

/. where's the fortunate future...?

Wah..didn't go to school again. Went out with dad and Aziz. I walked around the lingirie section and I saw pretty strippy arm warmers on the mannequin. I gasped. Found em and dad got em for me. Plus a pair of neon pink above-knee strippies. WOOHOO~!

But I feel so bad making him pay for my stuff...He's such a good dad to me..so from now on, I WILL NOT BACK SAS HIM. lmao. I'll be a good daughter and studystudySTUDY so that I'll get good grades and make him proud. Haiz.

Meepu.

I am now addicted to Ouran High. gah.


Oh, finally some Vidoruu~! I got it off Limewire which took forever! I finally got Remind Story..I love that song..Got a few more..


Today was overall okay, except that dad's feeling abit under the weather. Hope he gets better!


(this was a veryveryvery genki post now wasn't it..??) -_- I'm losing my touch.



KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE!

/. Haru -chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~!!


Whee! Ouran is fun.

/. elisa.



yesh I'm obsessive.


Still no Vidoll songs. T___________T
I WANT VIDORUU~!!!!

/. meet me after dark..

Yesh an early post. so sue me.
MORE RANDOM JROCK!!
I still want Vidooruu~!!!!
I like Remind Story.Jui can hit those high notes...BUT NO ONE BEATS ASAGI!! Nah..Jui's falsetto is good on its own....find it very cute.He's so cute bouncing around! ^^and his HAIR~!! *shiny..*
I want the lyrics to Elisa...Jui and his spasms..cute.X33

I WANT THE FRIGGIN LYRICS TO PROTOPLASM. I want more Rentrer..but alas,I haven't a sponsor. Ah well.

yeshyesh it is THAT early in the morning.















it's not real but it's safe.
maybe tonight..we'll fly so far away..
we'll be lost before the dawn.